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You know i haven't really slept in weeks Cause everything is coming on to me So fast, but it doesn't last And you know i worry way too much and i think about irrelevant stuff Youth doesn't last when you live in the past
Life is worth way too much to drink away And you drank away your innocence And in a sense, it took away your pain I'll stay up way too late to make sure you're safe Cause I am just built that way Or so I say, that God has built me that way
You this really isn't good for me Because i am supposed to be loyal you see But you're so ho

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Struggle on ReturnIt seems so odd to me that a chain could take so long to break Give it up for her sake Keep that chain it has on you around its neck Throw it down Choke it out Take it out Fight But you can't But you can So much struggle, when it is so easy Against return, only in good times But sometimes, all the time It is there, like a shadow, still there, still there, even in the dark, it is there, still there, still there What the hell am i trying to say? Writing won't take your struggle away But you can't But you can And you will Give it up Struggle on Return
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Into the ColdI followed you to a dead end road Tied the knot and you drag me home You shove the needle into my veins Pretty soon i don't know my nme
You try to fight it but you just can't win cause the cold cold knives dig in your skin you thought not to but you had to ask now you're chained, you keep crawling back
into the cold, into the night i've never seen eyes shine so bright so wonderfully put together beautiful in the lonely weather theres something cold in my fathers eye i never stopped to ask him why give me a reason to live today give me a rea Into the Cold
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Taking LifeMy moods pass by like the seasons And though i've asked you my three reasons Every time you look my way, you wash it all away You're not here to write the rest
But i will, cause you said i know you best Midnights rising, the chambers full, and you're broken
I love you, i love you Its one thing to die, it's another to take your own life I love you, i love you
Please don't worry it won't be too long But this whole thing just feels so damn wrong Everytime you look my way, you take it all away I'd hate to see you cry
I hope its not such a long time Taking Life
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Sat Aug 8, 2009, 6:46 PM

Listening to: The Fray
Reading: Wild at Heart
Watching: 10000 B.C.
Eating: your face
Drinking: anything at hand :)

I really need to let go of it. I can't blame myself. I didn't do it. But still... maybe if I were there, would've been there more. I don't know. Where did I go wrong?

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Current Residence: It actually depends...
Interests: Interesting things...
Favourite movie: The Patriot, Boondock Saints, Some of Tim Burton's stuff, Rain Man, Kung Fu Panda
Favourite band or musician: Nirvana, Thrice, Offspring, Lifehouse, Matchbox Twenty, Bebo Norman, Breaking Benjamin, S.R.V.
Favourite genre of music: good
Favourite artist: Salvador Dali
Favourite poet or writer: e. e. cummings
Favourite style of art: Artful
MP3 player of choice: My brain.... although it doesn't always work so well...
Shell of choice: Mine
Wallpaper of choice: I hate wallpaper
Skin of choice: Human
Favourite game: The Most Dangerous one
Favourite cartoon character: Mighty Mouse
Personal Quote: "Those who say do not know, those who know do not say, but I have no idea."
Tools of the Trade: A pencil, scrap paper, paint, occasionally i use a brush.

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~lolipopsbumblebees Aug 30, 2009, 10:03:50 AM

thanks for the

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~nevergreentree Sep 1, 2009, 5:06:50 AM

no problem. my girlfriend and i arein a similar situation.

~lolipopsbumblebees Sep 1, 2009, 10:58:05 AM

oh. well then, you can obviously relate.

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~nevergreentree Sep 6, 2009, 5:14:52 PM

yeah... bleh. i hate it sometimes but there's not much anyone can do about it. and it's funny how it hurts bad but you would rather have that than no one at all.

~lolipopsbumblebees Sep 6, 2009, 9:58:46 PM

i know exactly what you mean. i've honestly almost ended the relationship so many times just because its really hard to take but i keep going back because i love him and can't imagine being alone or without him...even though i'm basically alone right now.

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